Stupidity

Wat a stupidity thought. I keep on look at the sky when I at bridge! Try to catch up your flight!!! Haha !! So funny jz like old style HK movie....
Seriously, can I jz pretend tat you not going to leave ?

Sunny day

Such a sunny day. A great morning work out and buy myself a long black coffee. The time I sit at Starbucks I knw I gona miss you. Is another blue sky day, its just another sunny day.
At Kopi C again. Din expect I today I wil come, not for coffee or dessert. I just need a place to sit down and study. I wonder, if I came earlier, wil I meet you? I just miss the day we having lunch at here. But dont think we will come back again as you hd boring with this place. To me, it is a place for me to remember the frens I come with.
I got a feeling that you might cone here, but I went to lunch with Felicia, not straight away go kopi c which I should do so, shouldnt waste time for lunch. Need time for my Law. Six senses tell me that you will be here but i dun wan meet you at here, later you said I'm
A staker :(
Watever izzt, i dun do anything purposely. Just go with the flow. I believe if we have faith, our frenship will last forever. Somehow I wish you can be my guidian angel. Forever. I feel confy with you with me, we share or stories, those stories hd been lock in my memories, and you awake them, remind me that last time I hd a great time and I hd no regret with my past.
Thank-you.

for you.

suppose missing two babies lots. but surprising nop. Miss you so much since this morning although tmr we gona meet...

i knw i gona miss you lotsssssss. not miss you like crazy but miss you much. and im sure you knw how much i going to miss you..

Thank-you =p
Glad the journey hv you wif me=)

and all i wan is jz you stay healthy n fit =)

t o o f a s t . .

nvr think abt i wil past.. Is past.. past body step training which i nvr think abt i wil.. and i gona get ready to shadow .. how... i dun knw how.. to fast.... ........

UPR

My very first time club in Penang! Such boring ! And babe is not here!
Anyway, is a great time for me to count my beat !!

is time to talk to myself :)

hd been months since my last visit. wat i busy since May day or why i dun feel wana blogging?? May day, June, birthday month to nw, Aug babe. wat i busy for may day, not really remember, think is a happy month for me, i guess.. same as june.
and july, beside all happy celebration, one weird combination.. n i stil remember i scold sum one TL and we argue again. very down n sad act. so noted, nvr ever argue wif him anymore. no matter how, in the end stil im the one who feel very sad. sad die.

and i shall keep on remind myself tat never ever ask any thing from anyone. when you stop asking, you will feel everything is with you =) i got all the thingsss i wish when i take it easy, dun be so serious n easy come easy go. stop asking anything is best way to make yourself happy =)

n e v e r k n o w ~

never knw it wil make me feel so pain to let go our frenship. ouch! tats very pain, i dun even knw it wil pain than gv up the love. well, tats make me feel better tat gv up the love is not a big deal, i stil can stand for it. i tot the gv up the love make me feel sad but compare wif the frenship, tats jz a small case, a mirror case. jz realize. tats a good thing? i not sure but its make me feel much much more better =)

remember first day we meet, it was in the friday attack class. you were late to the class, in last few track. and i stil remember you were wearing white nike shirt wif green line and a pant. the way you doing attack is fuuny, you stand beside the mirror n keep on look at the mirror.
in the jam class, i was so surprised see you walk to the stage and start set up the sound system. here you go, start teaching the class. a pony tail n a spec, tats you!! tat time, our hair is at the almost same length.
and nw, our hair is short enuf d. but the feel is different. you still dance one the stage, everything seen like stil same, jz you cut you hair. but dun knw why the feeling is like a stranger. i am asking, do i knw you ?

l i k e

h i m s o m u c h

o v e r

a n d n e v e r c o m e b a C K . . . . .
s o f o r g e t a b o u t i t . . . . .

那个中午

Check my old sms n saw the msg I help you send. Remind me tat afternoon we walk to Klcc aquarium from pavilion. my very first time although i hd been hang around at pavilion since the first day pavilion open. i walk behind you n behind you. . is a hot sunny day, you sweat lots but i feel so good. you are the only one who make me walk Tat street, jz to accompany you extra 10 min.
And your fren not free hv lunch with you, so when i walk back to pavilion's you catch up me and said nvr knw I can walk so fast...

N from Tat time, I knw I like walk together :) you are such a lovely fren

t e a r

last nite, a great nite and i hv a gd sleep,but nw.. i so regret tat i hv a good sleep, din awake in 5am in the morning. . . i tot everything is end, no more tear feeling.

tis morning wake up with a satisfied feeling, it hd been long time din wake up in 7am in the morining. but next second when check my whatsApp, the message make me teared.. hv been keep on tearing since sunday. every single second feel wana cry, tears wana come out from my eyes. im not sad at all, but i feel wana tear... til i enuf. . .

still feel wana tear whenever i stop doing my things. . driving alone, alone in the office .....

dun knw why

suddenly the feeling change, so much. is so different with two hours ago.. the time when he call me, i stil very happy. when he sit in front me and share sth.. i feel the feeling is so different. Mmm...
izzt the way he talk or the things he share or ... ... i dun hv the excited feeling when talk to him and when he left. huh..
today, so much of things fly in my mind. .

bcz i jz read syn's blog? or ... or.. dun knw .... i Confucius..

today . that day

read syn's blog and i realize ...
how true she said ~ 可能太爱了，才会不介意你的背叛，默默地...
everything you do, i won care, won care anything. . that year, i was doing the same thing, love my cute baby.. love him like love my brothers and sister.

and think of the things happen last year. Well, what should i say and who should i complain to? no one. and i just glad that until today i stil can tell you that i miss you so much =)
i wish, i always i wish i stil love you ... i wish.. then i no move on... stil at stil standing at the same point. i wish i could.

love

his attitude =)
sp now onwards i gonna focus on my study

pray

for my love ~~

m i r a c l e ~ ~

Boy meets girl
You were my dream,my world
But i was blind
You cheated on me from behind
So on my own
I feel so all alone
Though I know it's true
I'm still in love with you

I need a miracle
I wanna be your girl
Give me a chance to see
That you are made for me
I need a miracle
Please let me be your girl
One day you'll see it can happen to me
I need a miracle
I wanna be your girl
Give me a chance to see
That you are made for me
I need a miracle
Please let me be your girl
One day you'll see it can happen to me
It can happen to me

Miracle... Miracle [echo]

Day and night
I'm always by your side
Cause I know for sure
My love is real my feelings pure
So take a try
No need to ask me why
Cause I know it's true
I'm still in love with you

I need a miracle...
I wanna be your girl
Give me a chance to see
That you are made for me
I need a miracle
Please let me be your girl
One day you'll see it can happen to me
I need a miracle
I wanna be your girl
Give me a chance to see
That you are made for me
I need a miracle
Please let me be your girl
One day you'll see it can happen to me
It can happen to me

Miracle... Miracle [echo]

Miracle... Miracle [echo

理想对象

一張張漂亮婚紗相
連眉目都似在發亮
改天你與我來一張　該很理想

多麼想　也是種空想
如何物色你　沒印象
怎可以替你太早草草簽了賬

＊想得這麼理想
　以後我與你　歲月還漫長
　怎確定能碰上　愛到永遠沒有悶場

　想得這麼理想
　註定有劫數　破壞甜夢一場
　假設越難碰上　越覺得珍惜我倆　＊

想分享午夜的憂傷　連談電話也沒對象
心很癢　看你能否空口講理想
多麼想　也未敢多想　為何幸福要像這樣
趕不上搭上尾班車　怎麼勉強

today ~ friday

i wished today a great day, but nop.. anyway, ain't bad too =)
today i clean my office, first i feel my office stock to many rubbish, and i cant stand on it anymore, so bye all stuffs..

first time, uncle 4 scold me.. eat dead cat, half potions. i cant said done it correct, but not my fault too. im sad, or should said i so care abt how uncle 4 look at me, the way i handle my job.. should work harder n harder to show him that im a good gal !!

and here, my angel is here again. told him wat happened, and he jz reply ~ sooner or later you wil get use. i love tis reply so much, is a great reply, is rather he told me like ~ everything wil be fine, is ok.. no worry, jz a small case.. bla bla..
i like the reply, i should learn n get use to it, is jz my first time since i start working, and stil long way to go.

recently, he always make me feel better. thanks..

and, nw.. im thinking abt his working experience. not a easy job for him. i guess.

like

you call me princess ^^
surprisingly
you call me princess
although
i would never be
your princess..

april fool

Is April again.. So fast one year over. Remember last year I was trying to fool ppl but end up I fooled myself n God fooled me too !!!
Remember last year, if not mistaken I talk to someone Tat I plan to fool ppl, but nw we no longer fren anymore. Well, thank God I dun hv such bitch fren : )

This year April fool, haha.. I mean today wad prety good, a good day!! Heh!! Thank God, he send him come n cheer my mood, make such cute joke, he is cute .. Haha..
Wat a girlish or gaylish adj.. Hehe, first time hear tis word. So cute =]
Very cute ^^

tired

raining nite, time to bed. i still awake. i so last to move recently. i wish everything with me but nop, not at all. i have to walk a long distend only can get a thing which i love. tired but never give up. tired meeting ppl around. i wish, i wish i can stay in my own world n jz focus my own things.

pray. dream come true.

not belongs to me

So, forget abt it

8.9

remember last time tsunami, i keep follow up the news and bcome very upset for weeks. So this time i tell myself dun follow up the news. But still read the news from fb post.
Until mum call me and ask abt how was da-ke at japan only i remember that da-ke at japan nw!! tat moment my heart wana come out. that time i jz drove out from Island Plaza!! my hand shaking and cant get to drive. I so scare!! Called and cant reach him, text din reply. that half hours i really scare!! until i post in his fb wall n he reply. so much of worry!!! thank God he is so lucky n still get to online.
and online check knw that Bali earthquake 6.6, is high too!! Thank God mum skip the Bali trip!! Pray for her ferns, safe and sound.

Ytd, really not a good day. lil bro told me that his frens dead in an accident!!! He not dare to tell mum abt this. Can feel he is scare n worries in his heart. And actually he also accident a day before when he go out with frens. Frens car kena ppl knock, he not dare tell mum n dad!!!
We went to pray ytd, pray for mum, dad, bro n Sis, always healthy n happy.
Pray for babies too, may things go well. And T, wish he get back his happiness :)

life can be such simple

drinking my favorite coffee macciato with listening my favorite song inside my new car.. Is so lovely ^^
And I wish my two babies, may things go well :)

h e r o

remember first time listen to tis song, not from CD or radio, but piano.
he played, that year. after that its become my favorite song.
we love to play with piano, play together in the phone.
Canon in D as well. that year, our songs.
and we hv the full set of albums. as long as is enrique album.



for that year. withlove_my cute baby

doesnt wonder

y he is not happy.
but i pray for him.
get back his happiness soon.

very soon.

n e v e r k n o w

chat wil a fren. we use to b very close and fren few years back, and nw he wil gv me a call once in a while.. he came to pg last week n i was in india..
dun knw y, i suddenly ask him ~ do you still remember when was our last meet? of cz he no idea. but surprisingly i told him tat i cant remember too.. .. i try my very best to think abt it, but totally no idea..
glad he wil call me once a while.. at least i stil remember when was the last chat.

three years ago, i think i never know that this thing will happen among us. at least im the one who remember, but i had forgot too!!

i shall remember those warm hugss.. may be few years later we wasnt there for each others..
wasnt there anymore. ...

you wil never answer my question ~ where are you...

so, i shall remember tonite. jz tonite and that nite =)

还好

差一点
就那么一点

几乎忘了那年
我学会的

珍惜与满足

XXX XXX

ｉ　ａｌｍｏｓｔ　ｆｏｒｇｅｔ　ｗａｔ　ｉ　ｌｅａｒｎ　ｔａｔ　ｙｅａｒ．．
ｇｌａｄ　ｓｕｄｄｅｎｌｙ　ｔｈｉｎｋ　ｏｆ　ｉｔ　ｗｈｅｎ　ｉ　ｄｒｉｖｅ　ｂａｃｋ　ｈｏｍｅ．．　
ｔａｔｓ　ｍｙ　ｆｅｅｌｉｎｇ　ｉｎ　ｔｉｓ　ｍｏｍｅｎｔ，　ｔｈａｎｋ　Ｇｏｄ．．　
ｆｏｒ　ｔｏｎｉｔｅ．
ｉ　ｇｅｔ　ｔｈｅ　ｔｈｉｎｋ　ｉ　ｈａｄ　ｂｅｅｎ　ｗａｉｔｉｎｇ　ｆｏｒ　ｗｅｅｋｓ．．
Ｇｏｄ　ｌｏｖｅ，　ｉ　ｇｕｅｓｓ．．　
ａｎｄ　ｉ　ｃａｎ　ｆｅｅｌ　ｍｙ　ｆｒｅｎｓ　ｌｏｖｅ　ｍｅ　ｔｏｏ．．　
ｗｏｎ　ｃａｒｅ　ｈｏｗ　ｍｕｃｈ　ｍｙ　ｆｒｅｎｓ　ｃａｒｅ　ａｂｔ　ｍｅ　ｏｒ　ｈｏｗｓ　ｔｒｕｅ，　ｔｈｅｉｒ　ｈｅａｒｔ．
ｎｏｔ　ｉｍｐｒｏｔａｎｔ　ａｎｙｍｏｒｅ．　
ｉ　ｊｚ　ｋｎｗ　ｓｏ　ｃａｒｅ　ｏｆ　ｍｙ　ｆｒｅｎｓ，　ａｎｄ　ｔｈｅｙ　ａｌｗａｙｓ　ｔｈｅｒｅ　ｗｈｅｎ　ｉ　ｎｅｅｄ．　
ｔｈａｎｋｓ　ｍｙ　ｐｒａｙｅｒｓ．　

i n d i a

last morning in india.. dun feel wana back home although i miss mum n dad, gym...
jz wan let it be.. jz miss and do nothing...

when it snow, tat moment i was thinking can i jz stay at there and dun go back anymore? when horse riding, tat moment i looked at the huge mountain cover by snow, i was thinking can i walk into the place alone? jz me, myself... the green tree with snow like saying HI to me... so beautiful...

i love tis place.. who said india dam worst? those ppl who tot they are city gal =)

pray

nw is 25/2/2011 9.55 in Simla,india.
here freaking cold, is around 8'c, sea level is 2400++ .
is exciting tat we going to watch snow, but jz three of us. uncles n anties not going to Manali, cz super cold, -2 or -4. so jz three of us rent a car to there. i glad i hv two lovely bro n sis wif me =) sis handler everything, india change her =)
we going to apple farm too, snowing at there ^^ woooo
love tis trip, all ppl are so frenly and we all enjoy. jz is freaking cold nw..

i pray for safe n sound.

withlove

d e a r r e a d e r =)

I dun even knw my blog hv ppl read as I nvr publish my blog in fb. Until two babies come n told me. Nowonder i become nothing to hide. Actually is good for me, when babe ask me something, I just admit and told him that ~ nothing to hide, and its not a big deal  I feel so relax after chat with him, admit everything to him and glad he so understanding. Thank God I have such a nice friend.

Well, thanks for spending your valuable time reading all my nonsense : ) 

A fren ask me what I write about frangipani... Mm.. Sorry, i totally have not idea what I write about as my blog just to for me release the feeling in that single moment. After that I will forget those unhappy feeling. Not point I keep those  feeling with me. Guess no one love to refresh those hurt story. But since he ask, I read my blond again to look for it but still can't get it. Guess it is not a good thing, glad I had forget abt if =)

I like it

I enjoy drive alone, can swim in my mind. Last nite drove kinda slow back from sher hen wedding dinner. Sweet =]
And suddenly something pop up in my mind. And I just realize .... Recently keep think abt 18, is not abt the memories Tat year, lessons :) had been years I tot I miss those memories. I chose to appreciate the lesson I learn, not abt sweet sour story. Suddenly disappointed. Not sweet at all. TAts me, 18 =]

少得可怜

我们之间的缘份
这样多年。。
一直没变

xxx xxx xxx xxx xxx

还以为
我们
会坐在一起
那一刻
当我找到
我的坐位
那十秒的开心

i s

1 8

Somehow

i m i s s 1 8

Valentine

First working day after CNY. Busy like hell cz lots of work need to done before I go off. Car is over 1000km so service need to done by today. Nw at service center waiting mum come to pick me.

My mood still stop at yesterday. This is cool : ] things happen and change, never come back but I'm happy for let it be. Avtually let it be aint sound so sad for me. I just enjoy seeing the things happen and let it be. Don't knw why this few days keep on think about the stories which happened in last year. Well, suppressingly its aint sad for me and I am happy with those memories. Thank God for the perfect arrangement =] I wonder why I can be so relax and happy to face it, recently. After I tell babe that there is nothing to hide. So I admit everything, what for keep in my heart =]

And is just a little curious and wonder how come he get to know everything. He is so smart, know me well or someone told him everything. Mm.. If there is a person doing all those things behind me, thank you =] thank you so much cause I have nothing to hide and can face everyone with a true heart. Im not going find out the turth, cause it is not important after all. Really thanks him so much : )
Still love my babies so much =]

No loneliness in my heart.

withlove

that song

Time files, almost a year. Things had change and never come back but we still love that song =]

=)

just today, you are so lovely to me =)
let me talk sum crap in the morning.. hehe.. listen to me, as long as i happy. seriously, its really make me feel so good after all those stress and nite mare. had been monthsss i din think abt such things, jz a little bit busy of my life.

well, really make me hv a great sunday, i wish you hv too. you stil so nice to me after all. and today you are so so lovely. sum how, i wish i love you. haha. but nop. too bad.

lovely.

Happy Valentines Day

sat nite

sat was crap.. i rather sleep at home after 4 classes. bad organize. luckily i they came late n i hv a drink wif them. but stil dam tired.

well, he is a nice guy. but too bad he is not my tea. i always feel so relax n secure when i stay wif him, although is once a year. too bad he is like my brother. almost 20 years.. never count never knw.

i wish him get a nice good gf =)

Tired

Omg!!! Y so many things need to do nw!! Ytd morning wad great, jz can't follow my plan. I hv a nice lunch.. A relax morning :)
But after that very busy, all abt pai ti gong!! Go fren house Lou sang n play UNO. A great nite.
Suddenly thing of my eyes so sleepy, izzt I drink wine last nite? Oh, I'm so tired n sleepy. Early morning go market fight the stuffs! Tired

may all good things come to you

happy birthday babe =)
i jz wat all good things come to you
OR all things happy on you are good things ;p
OR my wish for you all come ture : )

bless wish : )
hug

just today

i love my driving skill,when i rush to gym =) just today, drive so 'hiong' ~ long time din drive like tis, cut here n there with speed. that year, i was drive like tis. 18 again. memories. withlove

XXX XXX

shall learn drive safe
or
learn to drive slow

p/s: sum one also drive very fast, jz i faster than him ;p

不明白

为什么
有些人讲话
不用本钱?
还是他们
没读过
三思而言...
anyway,
不该和他们
一般见事 =)

E m o I n g

I miss x..
Dun knw he went off so fast ..

chor sam !!!

chor sam always the awesome day with awesome frens. but seriously, i very tired in every year's chor sam. few group of fren always clash the meeting time.. lol.. gona rush here n there every year. Some more tis year hoi-kong-dai-kai in chor sam. wow!!! miss out the morning pai-nien session =.=
this year is a little bit special, we move to new house n they sing k in my house. mayb next year should hv big group sing k session in my house =)

kek lok si.
i wonder why every year sure have frens jio me go kek lot si. went to kek lik si with eky for two years. or three years, i lost count. last year with ~ and buddies.. went twice. and tis year with another gang of buddies n i think i definitely will hv chance go another round of kek lok si. and dun knw why everytime im hv to drive. i so tired.

chor sam always make me feel so tired but so much of fun and joy =)

time file . . .

at kek lok si nw ~
love the lighting ~
i love CNY ~
love my memories ~

too bad, the only place i never come with 18

chor ye !!

hv a great great rest after some volka =) p/s: im having red wine while writing my blog. cool right !!

today is a another busy day ^^ rush here n there to take ang pao. go uncle's uncle house. The baby is very cute : ) second round i got lots of ang pao.. hehe.. i take three in a time. i like pak-qiao ppl ang pao. haha.. when they gv me ang pao, i gona say ~ another two ang pao, thank you.. then faster take from their hand =) to keep for my sis n lil bro.

and went to syn house have a great great dinner. dam full !! i wonder how many classes i need to do. so back home do sit up and push up while watching tv with daddy.

when to meet a fren. a great nite. but lost count that i shouldnt listen to step track in the nite. Just because went out with new babe, pluck in iphone to car extension is really cool. So the out come is drinking red wine and write blog.

wish i not doing any step in my dream.. pray hard.
tonite shall dream abt 18.

3.44am !!! gosh !!
how i going to enjoy awesome chor sam? lots of program and clash !!!

Chor yat !!

Sletp dam late last nite, I guess around 3.30 or 4am.. Mm.. Tired nw but finally I get a nice nice dream. I left everything behind,I think so.. At least in this moment. That's why got a nice dream :)

Nice dream. I hv a good fren with me going some thing with me. I smile happily n relax :) not doing step in my dream anymore. I feel so confi when spend with those good fren. A blessing dream, good fren with me :)

I dun have quota to eat. But eat of steamboat n drink wine wif fatty bisket. Is new year !! Who's care 
I love Chinese new year so much, everyone come my house :) n nw at uncle house eat nonstop.. Non stop eating 3 hours!!! Fat!!! But really happy. Eat m drink!! Whats a good things in the life :) whee

s u n d a y

Sunday. Suppose go gym with mate, but she s sick n my leg stil pain. Finally I have a Sunday stay at home not going any place.
Nw with my babe n iPhone blogging at the highway beside beach. WOW !!!! Finally can blog beside a nice view :) listening step 82 in my car. Love the sound system n yes, I stil enjoy the song,love it n hvn get boring. Love to be myself and not hate-dislike anyone. Stil like babe a n babe c as usual  but think babe c angry me lo ... Haha .. Who's care, new year is coming.

Lovely view, sky not so blue, but so peAceful. Or peaceful from my deep heart :)

Listening track 8, I wish I hv a step board with me n do it now!!! Tat will be so cool is I do it beside the beach. Like wat song sing ~ so fabulous.. so beau-ti-ful... My heart still dance with the beat :) so beautiful so beautiful so beautiful .. So fabulous so fabulous so fabulous ... no one like me.. im original babe... bla bla bla.....

Wish everyone hv a beautiful n fabulous CNY 

And speed track!!! 654321 step down .. At the back ....haha... I should listen more speed track not party track !!! Witha super speed prepare everything :)

great day great ppl great feel =) awesome

Mm.. nvr knw my sat can have such a good feeling, good mood. Think i get back my mood. CNY is at the corner =)
i believe that always be a good person, have a beautiful heart, dun bitch n gossip ppl, angelss will always with me : ) glad i so fast get out from there. dun care wat sign it is, im free =)

thanks to my dear frenss, listen to me and always wif me when i need they. yap, i love you guys being so nice to me. hug .
God always love nice ppl, thank God =)

Achieve my first goal

On my way back to pg. Well, enjoy my week n hv lots of fun. Done my first aim in 2011..hehe.. learn lots of experience and I believe those exerience wil drive in coming days : ) and nw looking forward my india trip : )

my first aim complete which condition is done wif a good fren =) thanks for the support, encourage go the training, push me to there. Thank you so much, may you hv a great 2011. i so enjoy the time wif you =)

i should always remember =)

sometimes, we just don't need to care what other thinks of us - JUST DO IT & reach to our goal... no matter what the outcome might be like, it doesn't matter because we have grown from learning it and just keep improving and keep growing. Only those who stop at where they are or discourage others from doing stuff are plain loser; not wanting other to grow with them. Never give up. - Just Do It.

james' wong, 20 Jan 2011


thank you james =)

you are best of the best =)

i wonder

i wonder y recently dun feel wana to sleep at nite.. is not abt sleep-less, jz i dun wan sleep. y? suppose sleep before 12am after gym for few hours. very tired, but i stil hv energy do sum reading, jz dun wan sleep. . y ?

think today hv to sleep early so that can increase my memory power.. hope so..
is a bit excited for coming weekend, but stress too..
hope i doing good, look great.. i hd try my very best to remember everything..
pray hard..

time to work harder

this is a new aim in this year after learn to love myself more and more. want to write a letter for myself, but seen like dun hv a good slot to do that. anyway, standing here and checking am i in the right position. seriously, dun think its really suit me, taking acca.. bla bla... at least im not happy. i dun wan money, i just want something simple. but since like all is hardcore. well, still can handle it. jz im not happy at all. mayb im asking too much. or i shall be happy everyday as long as daddy stil with me. Mmm.. all is because i love my daddy.. so as i ady pick the way, tell myself dun look back .. will check n c where am i after one year. pray for my daddy, may he always stay healthy, no pain. ~ love ~